I was in a Car Wreck

So yes it happened. The car in front of me slid into the back of a oncoming semi and hit. The force spun his car into mine and then i got hit from the car behind me, she wan't paying attention. So my truck is out of commion. THere was a girl in the car, she's good. I'm good. A little bruised up, but still good. Trucks gonna take a little bit to fix, not to much i  hope. The guy in front's car is ruined...he's ok though. 

Universal Health Care

Now I normally try to stray from posting something semi controversial. But i've learned alot today. There is an issue milling about in our government, this issue is Universal Health Care. I know...the first thing that may come to your mind is "Heck no Noah, we are a democracy not a socialist Russian wannabe." 

I say calm yourself.

When i find that America has the 36th best health care in the world, I am angered. When I find that places such as Isreal, Chile, Monaco, and Oman have way better health care than us. I'm outraged! OMAN!!! Do you even know where the heck that is? NO! Are they a world power? NO! But they sure seem to have enough money to take care of their people better. 

So I want to storm the White House. For an american to be kicked out on the street because they can't foot the thousand dollar bill to save their life...that is ridiculous. Whatever happened to careing for the sick.

"Give me your poor,

Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,

The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.

Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me.

I lift my lamp beside the golden door."

That's what the Statue of Liberty says.... In truth it should have "If they got the money" Onto it. I take great pride in America, but when i hear stories of people having to choose what finger they can afford to fix, tears come to my eyes.

Universal Health Care, people don't want to play for other's people problems. Well I thought this was America. Where we come together as a nation. Where we look out for one another. If you were hurt, i'd take care of you. In turn if i was hurt you would take care of me. That's the way America should be. Looking out for one another. Pulling together...

Maybe next year we'll bbeat them darn Oman's. 

Mission Field

My heart is pain right now. As I sit here and look out onto my class, I see youth that have so much potential. So much life, yet they choose to deny God. Spencer talked this morning how the worst thing about the lost, is not that they are going to Hell (but that is bad) but that they are denying the Glory of God. They are saying that drinking, drugs, women, and the desire of mankind is much more important to them than God.

And I should do something about it.

Everyday I come to this school, and people know I'm a Christian, they know what I stand for. But do they know that I love them? Do they know that I pray for them? Do they know the life they are missing? Of course not. 

For awhile i searched so long for my mission field, when there is one right in front of my eyes. God gave me a heart for the broken, the hurt. There is so much around me. I have been denying this mission field in hopes of a greater one. 

So I ask for prayer. Pray that every morning i will put on the whole armour of God, and come to battle. That my witness will shine bright for these kids to see his Glory...but also pray that others will join the fight....

Sam, Hayley, and Steven....will you fight with me?

Something New

Allright, so to a few I must apologize. For i let you down. My plan was to have it so that you can get on your blog and be able to chat with others with them being on as well. Well i couldn't do that. Way over my head. So right now to the left there is a chat, granted you will be logged on as guest something, but if you go to their website you should be able to make a username so that when you log on again it'll be whatever your username is. But i put this here so that those who want to chat can get on my website and well chat! I will be looking around to upgrade this to something newer, and better hopefully. But as of now enjoy the ability to talk with one another. I will be logged onto the chat whenever i'm on.

Something New

So i Vlogged for a while, and that kinda got weird. I don't look to good on camera. But I needed something new, something exciting. Something that set me apart. I needed.........music!

So basically every couple of days, Over by the site meeter thingy, i shall be posting a Mp3 player to play the song that i am really gettin to for that week. Just so ya know. Besides it's my blog, I'll do what I want.

I'm on the verge of revolutionizing our little blogging world. I'm gonna try to throw in some really cool stuff on my blog, so that during free time you can chill watching videos, playing games, listening to tunes, and all that other time wasting stuff....

Soon....

Inside the Noah

Tomorrow it begins.

Tomorrow I shall feel it once again.

The hardwood floor.

The bumps of gameball.

The stench of my socks.

I can't wait.....

You see tomorrow is the first basketball game of the season. Now normally this isn't that big of a deal. But for me it is. I am a senior, this is it. The last first game. Also, i'm playing with all my buddies and that makes me even more excited. It's been awhile scince i've played on an official team, so i'm nervous..

I'm Scared to play.

That's right, that hit you. I just typed that. You just read that. I'm scared. I want to be the best at what I do, i don't wanna screw up. I want to make points, i don't wanna air ball. I'm scared i won't anticipate and I'm scared I'll suck.  You see i know i'm a decent player, that is known. But for some strange reason i'm so freakin nervous for the game tomorrow. I guess it's because i don't want to let anyone down.

So tomorrow when i pull my shorts on my legs, and when i lace my shoes up. I'll be nervous. When jump ball happens i'll be nervous. While i'm warming up i'll be nervous. No matter what time i'll be nervous. But i'm confident we shall when. I'm confident.....

Oh gosh what if i forget my shoes!

Maybe it's just me...

Today isn't a great day. By far it's not a day i'm looking forward to continueing. I'm in a mood this day. I, right at this very moment, hate El Dorado. I want out, i want to leave this life. I'm tired of these chains wrapped around me keeping me here. I'm not meant for this town, for this group, for this life. My life is somewhere else, and i need to find it.

I'm tired of drama. Seriously were a christian gorup, but no one has the nerve to bring up the problems and confront them. We act like a bunch of cheerleaders half the time. I'm tired of caring what someone has to say about my situation in life. I'm tired of all the she said he said lolly gagging going around.

I'm tired of feeling the obligation to have to try to prove myself, or try to fit in with people. Honestly when i'm with my group of freinds i have to watch what i say and do becuase i know if i did or said something, someone would get mad and suddenly it's Bad Noah. It shouldn't be that way. 

I"m tired of school. I'm tired of comeing to this useless dump where we hug and caress those ignorant people that will make it no where in life, but someone like me who has a dream and a mind to fulfill that dream, gets bogged down with all the useless junk of this school. it's a school of meth and drugs and drama and drunking, and i want out...it's torture. I can't handle it anymore. I can't look at the people with grace anymore.....they don't want help and nothing i've done has helped. I just feel hopless here.

I'm tired of work...but that's a given.

And lastly i'm just tired. I just want to sleep...i just want to lay down and rest, read a good book. Write a short story, do something i thuroughly enjoy. Recharge myself. 

What i'm trying to say in all this jab....is pray for me....i don't know what's goin on in my life, but i need some help.....