Anywho, so last night was the Office Party. The episode was a let down, and after we conversed. While all were enjoying the company of others, i slow made my way to the side of the house. Having made the points i needed to make, I sat there awaiting a conversation to rise. For I am not one to initiate conversation when i am among this group, for usually the conversation doesn't happen. So I sat there....for a bit.
That's when it hit me. I could leave and nobody would notice. I could walk out the door, say a goodbye and nobody would see me leave. Nobody would know i left. In a way i was like Batman.
But I stayed for a bit longer. Nobody....then i felt a vibration in my pants. The phone! Maddy was calling. So i walked to the side even more. And i began to converse with her, the one person who actually was gonna talk to me that night.
Now some of you may not know..but i'm going through alot right now. ALOT. For me this is no simple i messed up type deal, this is leading me down a dark path...and Maddy was there for me last night...at the darkest point of it. She didn't even know.
Which leads me to this....i was extremely saddened last night when i left, saying goodbye semi loud, and yet still no recognition. Still nobody said goodbye to me. Nobody knew I left. Maddy knew though. Thanx Maddsters. Your there for me....when no one else is.
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